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I've been really unusually quiet these days... i really dunno why... hmm... i wonder... maybe i learned to be more self controlled? not much of a kid?... htoughts are again running through my head.. hey its really ok i'm perfectly fine... haih... shutting myself from the world i knew... facing problems one by one... thank god i dun have stress... though today i've really learnt a very valueble lesson... in aya youth church... its about character...

Character means the real you... what you are inside... not on the outside... i haven't really went to church for a long time.. so yea at times you can feel like a part of you is fading away.. for me its church... you can learn alot from sermons from pastors... about time i knew that.. after a long time of ignorance and being deaf all the time... yea... being aware now and learning something new everyday aint so bad after all... when i see flashback of myself at times... something is always wrong.. every thing i do i kinda have regretts... dont you?... try reviewing yourself once in a while... ok it might not workl for some people as it does for me... i try hard not to make that same mistakes again...

I learn alot today... friends family, total strangers... i cant really talk much now... maybe i lost the spark of fun in me... maybe the cause is people around me aint kids anymore... i miss that fun... i really do... cant talk much now... problably i should go back to reading... oh well.. thats all from me now... ^_^